Break Down

I had a chance but not the time to make it right.

My hand did all the talking and i lost it all.

I can't take it back.

So i tryed to take it all away.

A gun in hand a hole in my heart.

I could not end it because i see her in my mind.

I take my life into my own hands.

So now i can't take it back.

My son is in my mind but my life is so far from him.

Darkness comes fast with no light.

For the ones i loved and tryed to hold on to.

My head and heart not wanting to.

So i had to lose my mind to find it all.

I know that most people never think of taking there own life but for some of us living it is worse then dieing. I lost my wife and son i had no job no one to talk to. So i got lost on the road of life. I see now the things i did was wrong and how it was so hard on the ones that loved me. This is for the people looking to someone to talk to and for the ones thinking of doing something as i did. I say to them "Please stop and think" there are people that care and will help you. If you need someone to talk to i will talk. If you just need a ear to talk in i have two. Let someone know what is wrong in your life so that they might help you. You have but one life don't cut it short live as long as you can see all you can, we all die in just time. Believe me dieing is easy but living is hard. I say have fun and try to work to make it better in time you will see you will find something to live for and that makes you happy. From me to you "Live and let live" give to the people you can and help when help is needed.

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