Time passed by I finished my 10th passed with a pretty descent percentage and slowly people started talking to me and I was having a bit of relief. I constantly started doing things that people wanted, opting out the innovative things that I had in my mind. My college started very fast and time started flying and I could sense a fragrance of peace restoring, I was re-elected as the youth leader and became the church leader with my guitar talents, I became the national representative for the teenagers of Pune; and here comes the hurdle again hammering at the doorstep of my life. In the due course of time I got bugged doing the same thing over and over again i.e. college-home-tuition-home. Again a friend to help me named Athena showed his character. This time I and Athena had other plans and this time it was targeting the malls and high level robbery. We used sophisticated machinery and equipments, studied the whole locality, planned and attacked in the midst of the people and no one recognized us. While doing all these things history reminded me of lot of things, but paying no heed to the inner conscience I habituated to this robbing. Meanwhile in the college I met with my beautiful, red-eyed girlfriend, and she so understood me than anybody else; but I never told her what I did. When I entered my 12th the second milestone of my life; instead of studying, I didn't attend classes, didn't study but enjoyed my time by robbing and spending it for fun. My parents came to know about my girlfriend through my mobile messages; they were so broken-hearted that I couldn't even console them. I insisted in not leaving her since I loved her and it was not infatuation. My robbing continued until I was caught in the mall in front of everybody stealing an expensive imported jacket. I was taken to the head office and slapped, kicked and abused by the manager. They took my residence no. from my I-card. I pleaded with them to please not inform my home as I have already created lot of problems to my family and told them to beat me how much ever they want also assuring them to pay double the amount of money. But none heeded as some of the staff members looked helplessly, while some with arrogance. Then as my dad entered the office I was shocked completely lost thinking, nothing was understandable to my mind. Dad took me home and it was all a big isolation in the room. My mom came from work, brother from school; it was informed to my uncle. And the news spread like an epidemic, and the situation got worse. It was all a dejected walk with nobody other than my girlfriend who understood me when I opened up with her. She was the only weeping place that I had. Months passed by and the situation still remained gloomy. My board exams came as close as one month but still I did not open my books nor did my parents speak a word. I was demoted from all the positions in the society. I was detached from the whole world and locked up in a room for a month not even able to talk to my girlfriend. But gradually everything started loosening up and they started to talk. My exams were over with only 15 days of preparations. I had learnt a big message for my life; dad and mom were glad because of that. But they wanted me to leave my girlfriend which I could not because I knew that I was doing the right thing. My parents where very wild because of that, my whole joint family members from U.S started calling me and started cursing for doing such a thing. I faced lot of emotional persecution from my parents especially when they cried in front of me. I knew from within that I was doing nothing wrong now except loving my red-eyed beauty.

So I left my home and started wandering around the roads looking around the globe to check whether there is something called as melancholy ominous in the lives of people. For as I finish this article I see an ant trying to take its peace of food to her house. How much can one exaggerate about her pains in finding the food?

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